Today is one of those perfect days for my life to come to an end. No don’t worry… I’m not suicidal. It’s just that all my earlier embarrassments, heart breaks, all the harsh words I have said before, keeps popping up in my head every five minutes or so. and then when I decided to come online and read something… guess what i found? http://inspiredeverymoment.wordpress.com/2011/10/23/10-things-you-must-let-go-of-today where the author lists guilt as the Number one, among the ten things we must let go of today.
It’s a pretty good idea. But the problem is, I would probably have to use the Obliviate charm (for those who are not Harry Potter fans, it’s a charm used to erase memories) on myself, because the only way that I can ever get rid of guilt is by losing the memories.
Right now I’m sitting in front of my PC knowing that I SO want to write something, but don’t know what. It’s not about love, because I’m not in love. It’s not about death, because I don’t know what it’s like to lose that someone you are so used to having around. I know it’s not about friendship, because they already know what they need to know. so what is it that I oh – so – badly want to type to my heart’s content?? Look’s like it’s not yet time for it to be revealed.